i'm so hate myself i so luv him! cant give up on him i nid time to recover my hurt from u u hurt dARM deep! feeling like crying i cry for u! i dunn wan u to go ..... there. there no good when u cm out very hard to find a better job when u have a family to take care how?! dun think abt yrself think abt yr family! STOP DOING ALL THOSE THING!